the queen of procrastinator~~~

2005-09-08T11:30:00.000-07:00

phew~~~ wondering my blog had gone rusty...i din blog for such a long time due to my lackadasical attidude..hehe...
but, i just want to make it short here, i've got two jobs and i've worked for them.. the 1st job was at kl convention centre... well, should i consider it a job? i felt i was paid to do nothing there..hiakz hiakz... besides, i got to savour all the food there, actually it was for the VIP, well, i'm kind enough to help them to savour the left over food instead of throwing them into the dustbin..hehe.. although i didnt get much experince there, i still got the chance to talk to the top business men...get to know how's the market works n their experince as a marketeer..
2nd job was introduced by Hsuan, received an urgent message saying tht they need ppl urgently to start work on the next day, so i kindly proceed to that job..
iwas ordered to sell 'diamond' in isetan,pretty scary cause i know nothing about diamond..walked in blindly without using the staff entrance n proceed to my counter as it called 'diamond lite'. so, the aunty who was working there explained something about the things we were selling, roughly i got the idea bout it...business was just ok but sometimes can be zero. too bad..
i dont even know who is my manager till i asked her number from hsuan's fren.. i feel a butterlfy in my stomach whn i called my manager, she wasnt there till after two days i worked at the counter..to my suprise, she is really a nice n kind lady that i ever met before, she doesnt look down on me in fact she is looking up on me.. i've done a mistake , written the wrong amount in the receipt, i told her about that, n i was ready to get scolded by her, i was really shocked when she said is alright and becareful next time...how sweet she is!! ya she is, michelle, my manager, she is an epitome of true beauty, her patience and passion she in her blood made me aspire to be like her one day... i hope i can be like her, a sucessful businesswoman in jewellery line.
besides, i got a good pay from her and learn lilttle bit about diamond.. hehe...i've juz worked for 7 days only and i will continue to work on the 16 the sept in lot ten isetan...

sigh.... sara has left for uk today, went to airport and sent her off today! i was trying hard to hold my tears, well, i'm an emotional type of ppl, i can cry easily..haha... so, when i was hugging her that time, i felt this is the time we r really gonna be apart... sara is a smart gurl, i'm putting hopes on her n one day she can be a very succeful doctor... i hope she enjoy studying in uni of leeds... i guess she just touched down in uk an hr ago..i really miss her now.. i hope i can c her trough the webcam soon!!! faster get ur line sara!!!! hehe..hmm... so many of my frens r leaving, i feel really sad to c them leaving but glad to hear that they r pursuing their studies in good unis.. thumbs up for u guyz!!!
who is the next?
1) sara, 8th sept, ( uni of leeds- medicine)
2) yew sun, 8th sept(uni of manchester- accounting n finance)
3)angie,9th(flight postponed to 20th or maybe 22nd(uni of cambridge-pure economics)
4)nick,7th( uni of college london-economics)
5) tai chyuan, 11th sept( uni of manchester-accounting and finance)
6)shan lin, 20sept ( uni of warwick- economics n math)
7) priscilla ,16sept( uni of leeds- accounting n finance)
8)tiong weng, 20sept( uni of notingham)
9)jassie, 23rsept( uni of cardiff- medicine)
10)teck jian, 23rdsept( uni of cardiff- pharmacy)
11)rachel lim,16sept(uni of cardiff- acountancy)
12)mei lee, 25thsept( uni of bath-pharmacy)
13)lay hui,25th sept(london school economics- acturial science)
14)jun hao, (uni of cambridge- economics)
15)kher wei27th(ukraine)
16)sarah judy(NUS-singapore)
17)lydia ting6th aug(canada)
18)wey chien( uni of manchester)
19)jun may27thsept(ireland-medicine)
well, they are my frens who are scheduled to leave malaysia..kekakaka..
gotta off now, *yawning*..bed time now...

2005-07-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

wee~~~ i just got back from kuching yesterday..i wanted to blog yesterday but i was dead tired, so i decided to tell bits about my holidays in kuching!!
1st day, 9th july 2005
my flight was at 1.00pm in the noon, so i went to germaine's hse and her mom sent us to the airport, we reached there punctually, exactly 12.00pm sharp..so we met up other friends and we checked in our bargages.. then we hung around for awhile and we headed to the gate where we should be in for boarding..
we reached kuching international airport around 3.30 and we retrived our bagage, went trough the imegresian..after that, the tour guide was there to picked us up and we went to a coffee shop to had our'lunch'..right after that, he sent us to ourhotel which was juz 20 min from the coffee shop, well, it was a 4 stars hotel and i think the surroundings was not bad..
so we rest a while in the room, when about 7 pm, the tour guide picked us up and we went to a foodcourt to had our dinner, it was a fancy chinese foodcourt and i had a bowl of kolo mee which is the sarawak's local food...the food there was quite nice and cheap compare to kl.

2nd day,10th july2005
xiu jing and jia zheng set the alarm at 8.30 am but we woke up at 9.00am...had our breakfast in the hotel, the food was sumptuous!! hey guyz, i guess i had put onfew kilos!around 2 pm, we headed to the sarawak cultural village, it was a 45 min journey from our hotel.. my gawd, the weather was sunny and worst yet, my sunglasses had broken!! so, i can hardly open my eyes i was taking pic. the main purpose we went there was for the rain forest musical festival.. that was the last day of the festival, we really enjoyed ourselves there, perfomers came from different countries like usa, italy,africa, pakistan, and etc. alot foreigners were gazed and amazed by the night...me and my friends were dancing and laughin when the performers were singing and played the song with the musical instruments.. i was totally dead tired on that day, my pants and my shirt were stinky cause i perspired alot! the festival was held at night, so before the festival started, we took a walk around the cultural village, it was nested in the foot of santubong mount, 7 different etcnics were staying there, i saw the
Orang Ulu Longhouse
Malay House
Chinese Farm House
Bidayuh long house
penan hut
melanau tall house
iban long house.
we walked around the cultural village, we walked trough the bidayuh's bridge, although there was a shortcut but i still wanna tried, it was scary but fun.. then we went to the iban longhouse,i was seeing thier architecture and the tools they use for their daily activities, anyway ibans are headhunters. i dont really know much things about them..next, i headed to the bidayuh long house, climbed up the admiring stairs, i saw the bidayuh's women were hitting up the lemang, it looked delicious but i never try it..then i saw the orang ulu longhouse, lazy to climbed the stairs, just had alook from outside. next, went to the penan hut, and i saw the penan mean sitting in the hut!!! my gosh, the penan men were 3/4 naked, i can actually c their ass!! so, quok wei asked me to take a pic with them, so i i took one, and i scare to get near them, it gave me one feeling they are perverts! lol..so bad me...then, we went just walked around the village, saw melayu house and the chinese house, the chinese house reminds me of my grannie's house in sg siput..haha..around 6 in the evening, we went to damai beach which was juz 10 mins distance from the cultural village.. some of us forgot to bring our swimsuit, so we didnt get to swim in the sea, but anyway, the beach wasnt as breezy as the beach in redang, redang beach is still the best! oh ya, that was the 1st i i got to c sunset, it was so beautiful and i took few shots of the scenery..when the skies getting darker, we left the beach and headed back to the cultural village for the night musical festival...the festival ended around 1am and we took a shuttle bus back to our hotel...reached hotel about 2.30am, took our shower and went to bed...tired..

3rd day11th july2005
everyone is so tired after the rain forest festival, woke up at 9 something and went down to the lobby to had our breakfast..after we had our breakfast, we went back to out rooms and took a short nap...around 4 in the evening, we walked around the kuching city by using the map as a guide.. went to the waterfront, the indian bazzare which looks like petaling street, we shopped around and we bought some souvenirs to bring home.. most of usbought pepper, sago biscuits and some accesories for our friends and relatives.. can u imagine we walked for few hours in the city? felt exhausted and thirsty! thanks alot to my cousin, he picked us up at holiday inn hotel where he asked us to wait him there,so we cramped into his car, thank god is a mpv. he brought us to had our dinner at top spot which famous for eating seafood...so he ordered 6 dishes like assam fish, crabs, oysters, vege, butter prawns and one mixed vege. my cousin was so kind, he treated us for the dinner..lydia was trying to pay him back and he refused to accept'he said nex time 1st' then lydia said' i will be in canada in one month time, do u mind coming to canada and i will treat u there'?'' ...haha what a joke...then he sent us back to ur hotel...thank u so much 'kor kor''....

4th day12th july2005
departed from the hotel at 8am..the tour guide brought us to the semenggoh wildlife centre, the tourguide leads us to the forest along the alley surrounded with tall tropical trees on the each side o us.. before we started our journey, we were briefed by our tour guide about the do and donts when we see the orang utans..so, i saw the 1st orang utan was swinging from trees to trees, i saw the boys workers feeding the org utans by shouting 'uuhhhhhhhhh' , like the tarzan shouting..haha..it was a signal to tempt the orng utans out! that was my 1st time the real life org utans!! then, we walked further in the forest, wow! i got to c a org utan carrying her baby! when the worker wanted to gave her the food, immediately she climbed down the trees and grabbed the food...she was gigantic but i heard the most gigantic ones is called richie..but he wasnt appear that day.. now i want to tell bout the org utan which hit me that day!! all of us were bz seeing the female org utan, mana tau there was one org utan swung from trees to tress up there, we not really bother about that org utan cause he was up there, so we juat foccused on the org utan in front of us... out of sudden, the stoopid org utan broke the branches and the worker said "becareful!" so, i was covering my head with my palms and trying to run away, guess what? the branches hit on my waist, i was the unlucky ones!! i was damm angry and my waist was painful that time... i will never forget about the incident, thank goodness it doesnt hits my head! if not i will be mentally cacated now..lol..
after that, we went to the the potry factory, i can c how the process of making nice pots and vases...besides, we got the chance to try to make our own pot but too bad, all failure...haha..it looks easy when we saw the sifu doing it came to failure when we tried it..haha...
immediately after that, we had our lunch at one nearby restaurants, tourguide said we need to have torchligh when we in the cave..so we bought a china made torch light at the hot market, right after that we headed to the 1st cave, gua batu kapur/fairy cave.. my gosh, we had to climb 2000 steps to reach the entrance of the cave... the tourguide reminded us is better not to talk nonsense or shout in the cave...it believes that the spirit is inside the cave, they was a true story behing saying the cave healed a sick person and some people with holy heart had seen the siprit in the cave...so, the tourguide leads us into the cave, it was so dim but i still can c the figure of my friends..we climbed out the broken and steepy stairs..my legs were trembling troughout the journey, i scare i might fall... i saw the flying buddha,lots of joysticks on the grounds..after half an hour journer we were at the peak of the caves, it was raning heavily that time and all of us get wet. then we took some pics and we went off, again, my legs were trembling, climbing down was much tougher than climbing up the stairs..plus the darkness of the cave and the atmosphere in the cave was scary..finally, we reached the entrance of the cave and we had to went down the 2000 steps staircase again, it was raning heavily that time and we quickly got into the bus and headed to another cave named wind cave..
well, all of us didnt bring our umbrella, so we had to walked under the rain into the cave, my gosh, wind cave is even darker than the fairy cave..i cant even c my friends figure..when we on our torch light, we saw lots of bats!! and some birds' nests.wewere told by the tourguide bout the staglamait in the cave...argh! i dun bother what he said! anyway, we off our torch light for 1 min and we sung graduation foreva in the cave, so silly ya!! we did the same thing in the fairy cave, even worse, we sung negaruku in the cave, i cant really remember the lyrics, anyway, we manage to sing the song!! it was really lame..
after 45 min caving in the caves, so got into the bus and headed back to kuching, the caves were in Bau, outskirt of kuching.. so we reached kuching in an hour time, jennifer requested the bus driver to drop us at the indian bazzare so that we can have our last shopping at bazzare..some followed the bus back to hotel n some wanna stayed longer at the bazzare. so i followed the bus back to hotel...mind u mind... words could not not tell how tired i am!!! i quickly soaked myslef in the bathtub and had nice shower...we were so lazy to walk out of the hotel to have our dinner, so we had instant maggi mee as our dinner...it tasted sumptuous anyway!later, we packed our stuff, most of us came to kuchingwiv one bag but went back in at least 2 bags. as for me, i was carrying 4 bags and one backpack... so bloody heavy!! our flight was damm early that day, it was scheduled at 6am, so we got to bump up at 4.00am and the bus was there at 4.30 am...me, gian wan, jia zheng and xiu jing, pui yen, quok wei and jitesh gang managed to wake up but our nex door friends couldnt wake up..so i went to their room and knocked till i banged their the door loudly!! haha..ganas me!!! amanda wokeup and opened the door so i went into the room and screamed at jen, jaime and lydia'' i said, wake up gurls is 4.20 now, the bus is already here, wake up now orelse we will miss the flight!!'' the quickly packed their stuff and dashed out of the room!! hahaha... funny man!
so, we reached the airport at 5am and checked in our baggage, then, pui yen said the flight was delayed till 7am!! darn! but anyway, it was announced for boarding at 6.45am and all of us got in to the flight and straightly fell asleep till the captain announced we were about to land... finally we reached klia, jamie's dad picked jaime, gian wan, jia zheng, lydia n i and some frens took limosin home. my dad fetched me at gian wan's house in bdr utama and i headed home for lunch....what a tiring trip but it was the most enjoyable trip with my coll mates...
well, what i wrote here couldnt convey the amount of fun i had with my friends.. thanks alot to all my freinds for making this4 nitez memorable trip!! the prom and trip had came and gone, now eveyone is busy about which uni should be entered, overseas thingy and getting a prt time job!!! miss u guyz so much.....

2005-07-03T05:42:00.000-07:00

my six sense is so accurate!!! dynamitez r the champion for 2005!!!! to all my friends from smdj, congratulations!, ur school rocks wey!!! 2nd goes to blitzers from smk bandar utama, and 3rd goes to vulcanz(guyz) from smk seafield...
i was really into the competition, thanks to mandy and pn azw got a nice seat for me, so i can watch the competition clearly...
i was lucky, i saw jac singing today, the song gemilang was sung out with a powerful voice!! no doubt y she can be a malaysian idol!!
after the results were announced, the atmosphere was so tense, some hugging and screaming for happiness and some just went off after the results were announced..
no matter what, MURIEL had tried their best and i've seen they had improved tremendously compared to my year,2003! good job mandy for leading the team well!i gotto go off now, super duper tired..

2005-07-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

MURIEL GO, MURIEL FIGHT, MURIEL GO FIGHT WIN!! i went to c the day 1 cheer competitio today in stadium putra. cheerleaders, teachers and supporters shuttle a bus to get to stadium putra..we reached there bout 7.30 am...went to get our place according to our team performance number..
the competition started at 9.45 which supposed to be started at 9.00...the 1st team came out to perform was vulcanz(gurls), maybe they were too nervous, so they did some errors on thier stunts, anywhere they still got into top 15!! then, followed by others tems from other school, the most amazing which atract the crowd attention was the guyz team(vulcanz), their stunts, their voice and thier dance had already won the crown..
i like to c the dynamitez performance, esp their voice, if i were not there but by just listening to their cheering, i will think that the guyz were cheering instead if gurl.. smooth n neat routine from dynamitez..
then, lots of teams were coming out to do their best till our team, MURIEL to perform, i was so tense and i just hope they will do the routine smoothly,when jien announced that was our team going to perform, me, azw and other supporters were screaming out our lungs for MURIEL!! fuyoo, we managed to do a very smooth and tidy routine without any mistakes.. i was so happy and i had strong feeling we will be in top 15!
after all the teams finished performing, we were given a short break while the judges were bz tabulating the marks..most of the people in the stadium bz taking pic with jien, joey g,the guess model(amber) and the british cheerleading squad... me and azw's daughter cramp like a sardin just wanna take a pic with joey g, finally we made it but the pics were ugly...anyway, is better than nothing rite?
then, the top 15 teams were announced by jien according to the team's name in alphabetical order, i remember the 1st team was announced was team ADELE from CBN,i cant really remember which teams were in, but i know vulcanz(guyz n girls), dynamitez, shirtliff, elecktra, cyrens, valkyries, titans and some teams... once i heard MURIEL was in, i was speechless and yell for happiness...
so, our school team will be performing on the day 2 which tommorow, i hope our school will do the their best and strive for victory tommorow!! all the top 15 teams and other teams which were not in top 15 will be performing again tommorow..so teams that did not do well today will be given a chance to perform again tommorow, so is something what we called backup for the teams, both marks on the 1st day and 2nd day will be accumulated to get the average marks..
i'm looking forward to watch the competition tommorow, cheer for MURIEL!!
ok, gotta sign off now, i gotto wake up early tommorow, have to pick up azw's daughter and miss lim to school...ok..wait for my news for tommorow!!!

2005-06-28T12:18:00.000-07:00

forgot to mention something just now... i wanna thank to one of my special friends,...grace chan...i've been distracting her while my exams were on... complaining to her how draggy was the exams, counting days , told her what i studied and still cannot be understood.... and lots of things.... she was there to lend her ears to me, listened to my craps and my most torturing feeling... i can c our friendship bond is getting stronger...
now, what u've shown and showered is till stays indelibly in my mind..
chant for me whn i was sitting for the papers, kept telling me exams gonna be over soon and she felt pity to me and my alevels friends... calm my nerves when i was too stressfull, talked to me during midnight although u were about to sleep...so sweet of you, gurl...;)
finally, my exams r over, she called me after my paper on that day, she felt happy for me also!! not everyone can be like her...she is such a nice friend!
people like angie also, helped me so much in studies, went to her house and she stood besideme and explained to me when i was not too sure bout the questions...then, i had few times dinner in her house, her family members treat me well, i miss her mom-cooked food!! esp, the crab!! sometimes, she just came to coll earlier just to help me with my studies...u c..how nice she is!! angie, i must said i blossom under your constant encouragement! i'm super duper sad that she is leaving for uni of cambridge soon, miss u lots...
there are more freinds out there who have been playing avital role in my life...if i were to mention here, i guess this blog page will look lenghty..
18 months have just passed, 18 months are not too long, the memories with all my friends in help still burried in my head...no more alevels and no more seeing coll mates everyday..it reminds me of the song graduation, whn i was listening to that song and within every word sung, my eyes were brimed with tears..i'm abit emotionless now...reminds me of my form 5 graduation day..cried like mad..i felt really nostalgic.....

2005-06-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

after 2 months spending my time for being a nerd, and now is really the time for me to enjoy myself!!!! exams are over!!! can u people hear me? exams r over!!!!!!
seriously, the exams were to draggy!! i've been trapped i the house for two months...so so torturing, got to study for exams and even worse i cant really understand what i studied..
on the 27th of june, 3.00 pm, i was smiling when i handed my econs unit 6 paper to the invigilator...
then, got home and changed into aerobic atire, went aerobic..after aerobic, got home and quickly took my shower, then my cousin,mom, granie, bro and me went time square, so we walked around till alomost all the shops cloze...i didnt take my dinner and my stomach was growling, then went to get a bite at Baskin Robbins!! hahaha.... ..ok, then , sent my mom n grannie home cause they need to sleep early...but, my cousin said wanna watch initial D, that time was about 10 something, we rushed to one utama to catch up with the midnight show!! so lucky we got to buy the ticket!! i was dead tired cause i just had two hours sleep before the unit 6 paper, i almost fall asleep in the cinema but the movie was not bad, i was laughing my ass off when i saw some funny action!! not bad.

so, i was like a zoombie yesterday...so, i hope i will get enough sleep, planning to sleep all day long, i want to replenish my sleeping time!!! but...my cousin woke me up today at 9.30am,sigh!!! after that, went to maluri had our breakfast, got back, showered, then went to HSBC bank cause my cousin need to do his transaction, then went to one utama to meet up grace..before that, went to have lunch at GENKI sushi since grace said her movie will end at 3 something..then i walked around, saw many nice stuff and clothes!!!i saw some nice clothes in MNG, united colours of beneton, AZ, Roxy...wanna get a halter in NAF NAF but just left only L size which was too big for me..sad,..i like that halter so much, i wanted to buy beginning of the year but kinda expensive, was 100 bux for just a halter, wanted to buy today cause was discounted to only 50+.. too bad...i couldnt get it!
then grace meet me up at 3 something, shopped around with her, looking for dress and shoes..i didnt see any nice one, grace got apair of heels..today we were so unlucky, grace had tried few pairs of heels in few shoe shops, but she cant get it cause her shoe size was out of stock..pity her..at last she got a pair in vincci after few times trying..hahaha...for me, i wanted to get a pair of heels also..but was out of stock, wentto the new wing vincci, also out of stock!!!issh...grumpy!!
then, wanted to get a eyeliner pencil, went to the christian dior counter, the lady said 'out of stock'... i was like again? then, went to jusco to get it, finally i got it..sigh...
so, grace sent me home and then again went to aerobi classs...
so so exhausted now.... legs painful, whole body aching me like helll....
tommorow have to wake up early, send my cousin and grannie to bus station and maybe go sg wang to dye my hair....another bz day.....
anyway, this is so much better than being a nerd!! my job as a nerd for 2 months is completed now...time for me to say bye bye to all my darling friends and lecturers...bye bye to alevels and EXDEXEL!!! no exams anymore for half a year!!! ahahaha..
i gotto sign off now...i know my language here is a bit' cacated'..malas to elaborate and type so many words,...dead tired now!!!!

2005-06-17T11:47:00.000-07:00

i spent the whole day doing nothing!!!seriously, i was wondering what happen to me, i was having imsonia for the past few days...this exams are really dreadful...i can't stand the stress anymore... sometimes, i feel like letting out an anguish cry!
grace and chui hoon..sorry for bothering u all too much...thanks for lending ur ears to me when i was down and cheer me up when i almost fall...
i'm fedup of mysel i worked too hard for something, i put so much hope on something, but it never turn out the way i want it to be... life is stressful..
bad news passing around my realtives yesterday, my uncle was admitted to the hospital, he was dianogsed with liver cancer and yet is getting serious, time is limited for him now..
he going to discharge from the hospital tommorow, hope he can rest more survive longer..i'm chanting and praying hard for him..god bless him..
i loathe my self being the nocturnal procrastinator, i suppose be studying p2, stat n econs unit 6 but i refused to do it....my p2 is on monday!! i just need to bear for another 8 days!! i must start doing my past yr later..
8 days!!! my goodness, i've been trapped in the cage for so long, i was doubting what is going on outside...i didnt step out of my house unless going to college for the exams...can imagine that?is so torturing, suffering and threatening!!
after my exams, i just have a week for me to get my dress for my alevel's ball...well,i'm a fickle minded, fussy and not to forget the price of the dress! i wanna get something elegant, and affordable!! my dad gonna sponsor me for that...hehehe..the night is gonna be expensive and i gonna burn a hole in my parents pocket... what to do, is just held once in a blue moon, for girls, as usual, makeup, dress, necklace, heels, bracelet, hairdo, all these r going to cost u a fortune!
now, my hands and my legs are itchy, i didnt go for shopping for 4 months, wondering what is the latest things in the oulets! lol...
i've been planning and dreaming so much, dont forget my exams r still on wey...
ok, i gotto go now, stomache..(need the toilet now)..hehehe.bye

2005-06-07T11:49:00.000-07:00

wee~~~ one paper is done!! looking forward for another paper on friday which are econs unit 1 and 3...i havent prepared for it...
i felt really bitter and sour after my m1 paper..overall, the paper ws ok..but, i cant tackle all the questions, the question was damm easy by just applying the formula v=u+at and i just managed to draw to speed time graph out... 7 marks gone! when the invigilator distributed the paper to me, i prayed i dont get a vector question! ok, i flipped trough the pages and till question 7 i stopped, most of the past yrs i did only consist of 7 questions..
i was so happy cause i dont c vectors!!! lol...invigilator said'ok, u all will end at 7.30pm and is one and the half hour paper''. i started to calm my nerves and tried to finish all questions. it was 7.10pm and i was at question 7 but still left out some questions i wasnt too sure how to do..whn i was done with question 7, i realized there was another question behind and itw as vector!!! stoopid wey!!!13 marks question!!! i just simply applied some formulas into the question and yet i blanked the 3rd part of the question! 6 marks gone!!! sigh...time ws running out!! started to panic...omg...but anyways, what is done is done, so i dont want to bother about it..
got back home, supposed to take my dinner 1st, but iw as konking out online.eheheh
oh ya, something i wanna share with u all,daphanie used to ask me to help out with her assignments, asking me to translate the malay words or cantonese words into english..ok, is fine, and what happened today was, she called me and asked me how to say'fei zhau yu' in english, then i said i dunno..then, she asked me alot of things about food!! damm funny wey, all the veges name and some fishes names in english!!!
let's go into details now, seriously i really dunno how to anwer her, here is the funny part, she asked me 'tin kai' called what in english, i couldnt think but i know is not called frog..then i asked azwana, i said kodak how to say in eng? she said what kodak? i said something like frog one, is edible one...whn u go pasr mlm, u can c one...''then she said, i dont eat frog, i dunno about that...
then i asked grace' how to say kodak in eng? she said 'kodak''? then i said yess, kodak the one looks like frog!!!
she said'u know what is kodak''? is the film and camera's brand!!! i was like omg!!! and i started to laugh out my lung and intestines till grace said r uok? she said is kodok not kodak!!!
no wonder la! azwana cannot get what i meant!!! then i told her is kodok and she told me is called toad!!!
and that daphanie was getting blurer, she said kodak too!!!!! lol
well, my malay is really bad,i miss pn tan lean sen so much, i want her to teach me again!! ehehehe..
ok, bet u guyz saying i'm long winded here but is really funny!! i am laughing now wey..hahaha
ok, i'm signing off now..

2005-05-31T00:29:00.000-07:00

listening to i'venever been to me mow... wow~~~ so relax...no stress at all... but i have to revise for econs and mechanics later... sob sob...
my econs class ended at 12.00pm today..pity me..exams are on, i still have to go for extra classes for the whole week...grrr!! (tzeteng is grumbling now....)
then meet up sarah at fitness first centre which just a walking distance form my college.. ya, i got to know a new friend trough sarah, soraya... nice and polite gurl, posh demeanor... eheheh
actually i went there just for the 1st day trial..started to work out for 1 andthe half hour.. went cycling, sit up, running, dumbell, thigh thingy( dunno what the heck was that)... i did perspire but not as much as i do aerobic.. hmm.. i would love to join fitness first, but i wanna join the passport one so i can go any fitness 1st centre i would like to go... i can either go to leisure mall or damansara height one or maybe xiu jing's place, damansara utama.. but the problem is i lack of cash to pay for the fees...if i were to join, i need to fork out 200+ everymonth, n that's really cost a fortune wey!! unless i join the non- passport for 147 per month, is still expensive though..

mummy said i can join but i must stop my aerobic lessons... hmm...i want both!! can i? i miss my aerobic friends and instructors in my aerobic centre... they are good.. if i wre to go fitness 1st, i dont have trainer unless i want a trainer, i need to pay him for 100 bucks per hour!! darn!
i do enjoy exercising and i really like it!!! hmm..i dont think i wanna join now, maybe after my exams and get a part time job..so i can pay by myself...ok..gotta take shower now..

2005-05-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

words cant be expressed how's my feeling now... my mood has dropped to negative infinity since the exams started...i was having trouble in sleeping but thank god not in eating... can u imagine i didnt sleep for the whole night by just lying supine on my comfy bed counting stars? ok, worse yet, i had acc paper on the next day.. i was too worried i might fail, nah!! i've screwed up both units for my accounts, i've counted, 99percent confirm fail 1percent depends on my luck, hopefully miracle happens!!!

i never have enough time to prepare for my pure math 3, confirm 'bungkus'... mrs yang was having darn hard time teaching us p3, i cant grasp what she was explaning to us cause i was busy jotting down the notes, i was totally not on the right track...i just scanned trough all my past years answers and ignored those questions i cant understand...i wanna thank angie for what she had shown to me...she explained and taught me how to do vectors and integration but still..i cant do the questions..is all my fault, i wasnt well prepared and studied at the 11th hour...

sometimes, i wish i wasnt born in this world..yeps, there are ups and downs in everyone' slife, but this world seem to be hostile to me, my downs are more than my ups...i wanna escape from being depressed,no worries, hassles and worries..i wanna have a nonchalant life forever..ya, know i'm abit crappy here cause everyone will undergo depression in their life...please dont bother me if u think i'm crappy here..

i know i shoudnt worried too much now, what i've done is done and a past is still a past.. looking forward and strive hard for the next papers.. counts every minute, time is precious..
i am bitter at this moment, but anyway, i cant let things like, universities qualification, low confidence and exams distract from what i would love to do...

hmm, i'm getting slack now..lazy to work out, my ass is getting bigger and my muscles, tendons what-so-ever have been changed into fat, flabby arm, tummy and thighs..alevel's ball will be in one month plus time, i should exercise regularly to maintain myself fit...
i just went for aerobic today, i felt was spining after half an hour dance, really wanna throw out!!!! it was horrible.. its all because i didnt work out for 2 weeks, i dont have the stamina, that's y i felt dizzy and drowsy..

oh my! is 2.30 am now, suppose to study econs but i was too desperate konking out online...bluek!!! and now desperate cause i'm hungry, wanna get a bite or maybe get some milk...ciaoz..

2005-05-17T10:54:00.000-07:00

speechless speechless.... i screwed up my acc papaer!!!! the questions were pretty tough...i blanked lots of questions... 1st question was profit and loss acc, the question was pretty tricky and my balance sheet was not balance...thn the next question absorption costing, i cant do the explanations, i memorized the defination but i cant even write it out, what happen to me?
section B now, we need to choose 3 questions out of 4 but i did 2 questions.. that 2 questions i did were income and expenditure acc and suspense account. i screwed both questions cause i just whack only.maybe i got zero for the questions.. how now? how am i going to pass? i've screwed the whole paper!!
i'm very disappointed with myself..
there are 10 more papers to go... i'm worried.. i hope i can pass my account!! actually i was aiming for a B but now i'm just hope i can pass...dun fail me plz!!!
p3 paper is on nex week!! i dont have time to finish all past years papers... and the questions are very very tough(10x harder than add math)!! life is bad at this time..

2005-05-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

time flies...i am now at the end of journey already!!!! today, is my last day of college, and its time to say bye bye to alevel.. lots of my friends brought thier camera to college and all of us busy taking picture after the class...well, i've never felt regret doing alevels in HELP.. i've known a bunch of amazing friends and they did brighten up my days... namely, koo sara(the 1st new coll fren i knew on the 1st day of college. she is amath freak,someone who lightens up my days and brings away all my sadness, her words of comfort made me feel so truly appreaciated..angie kua, the smartest girl that i knew so far, someone who helps me alot in my studies, sometimes the way she explained to me was so much better than the lecturer..she's very smart but not kiasu..angie!! i really owe u a million, without you, i dont think i can pass my econs papers!! my life is so much better since the arrival of these two missus.. they are more wonderful friends like gian wan, priscilla, li wui, lindsey, jun may, su ying, jing tian, hui juin, teik jian, teik sheng, desmond, sai meng, foong jin, wen yuen,xiu jing, jia zheng, jun hao and the list goes on..i hope i can still see them in 2 years or 20 years time..

back to me again, i was having sleeping problem past few days, i can hardly fall asleep every night, worse come to worse, i didnt sleep for the whole night.. maybe i stress out too much..my exams are just nex week..i hope i do everything smoothly, i cant do anything now but just do my best in my exams.. i cant wait for the exams to be over, it ends on 27th june and all the fantastic outings are waiting for me!!! esp the the ball in shangrila!!! xoxoxo~

2005-05-02T09:38:00.000-07:00

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my life is so sux at this time...i'm so stressful! i really loathe myself now for being so stupid...n yess ! stupidity kills!!
accounts!!! i scare i might i fail!! sob sob....
i don't have time for pure math 3 now, integration and vectors!!! i'm so weak in these two chapters!!! i need help!!!!!

sigh

2005-04-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

just a word! MIGRAIN!!! went to consult doctor just now...what she said was same as what the other doctors told me...she said not headache, confirm is migrain..eewwww~~~
i just took some medicine and i hope i will feel better soon.

how now?

2005-04-27T09:18:00.000-07:00

live life to the fullest? can i? i'm kinda fedup with myself now...i'm having very bad headache(migrain) now....it happens frequently and i don't know how am i going to survive.. i've been having this kind of sickness since i was 13 years old and now i'm 19.. wow! 6 years!!! imagine that!
i cant do anything now...STRESS!! EXAMS R SO NEAR!!!i will be having mocks next week!!! argh!! damm stressful!dont u ppl realize i keep on talking about how stresful i am? because i have nothing to say but just only stress!!! mummy said wanna bring me to consult another doctor tommorow...or maybe go to consult a specialist! sigh...

tired

2005-04-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

tired.... sigh..that's the word to describe me now...
woke up quite early today and slept late yesterday night...went to maluri lrt station to take the train to ampang lrt station, waited for pricilia to pick me up there to her house in ampang..
we studied together in her room and we managed to did a few questions on accounts...
actually i still kinda blur and messed up, everything seems to be blur and disorder to me...i really worried now, i don't know how am i going to sit for the papers? i got very bad headache after we did some past year questions... it was about 5 in the evening and we started to chat and then went to the hall to watch tv and waited for her mom to get home..i had tuition at 8 pm and i was late home just now... one of pricilla's car sent to workshop, her driver needs to fecth her dad and her mom drove away her car to work...her mom got back at 8.00pm and pricilla quickly grabbed the car key and sent me home... thanks so muchtoprcilla for sending me home all the from ampang...and i wanna salute you cause u can drive such a huge car, imagine just gurl with small size body and average height can manage to drive an estima!! fuyoo!! sometimes, she did drive to college too and i was wondering how she parked her car..once i reached home, without second thought i headed to the kitchen to get the medicine, i couldnt stand the pain anymore, it was like something pulling my nerves...then, went into my study room to continue my tuition... and i feel so much better now...
i feel like going to bed now but there are stacks of homework waiting for me to be done..how now? what to do? this is what we call student's life!!!

unlucky me...

2005-04-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

so unluckly me?!! my bloody dog went into my toilet and poo poo there and i was the unlucky humanl stepped on the shit!!! I shouted and get scolded by my mom..i was so angry just now and i need to clean the toilet by picking up the shit by using toilet papers!!! grrr!!! fine!! THANK GOD HE NEVER SHIT IN MY ROOM orelse i will whack him like hell.....
i'm pretty tired now, i went to aerobic class today, i feel like dying when i was dancing.. i didn't work out for two weeks, nah! this is the result, the whole body is aching me now...sigh..
i couldnt sleep well yesterday and hardly fall asleep although i was very tired and sleepy, i guess i fell asleep about 5 am in the morning and i had class at 10am this morning...imagine... how tired i am now... i think i'm worried too much, i worried cause i haven't studied for my exams and i don't understand why i'm still slacking since exams r approaching....what's wronng with me ar?
i just collected my exams dockets today, and i've seen the timetable and made me more worried cause time is running out!!!
sigh..sigh...i feel so threatening now, why must we live in this kind of life?

yay!

2005-04-20T21:34:00.000-07:00

yay!! today is holiday!!! no stress and no coll!! i just woke half an hour ago and go online now...
the sun is out and the weather is frigging hot now, hopefully my day will turn out great! =p
i have accounting tuition at 1.30pm later and i havent done anything questions yet, damm slack la me..... all i know how to do is just eat n eat non stop!!
my thoroat is kinda painful now..i had 12 sticks of satay for yesterday nite supper! after that, i ate the whole plate of dragon fruits after my mom cut into pieces and put in a plate...wow!! imagine!!! my dad so shock of me due to my bad eating habit!! akakak...
my mood isnt that good now, i need to do stat and p3 later!!! can someone help me wiv integration and hypothesis test? p3's integration made me gone insane!!! grrrrr
i must cut my outings anyway, i dont want to go out so often unless there is some urgent stuff to do.i wanna stay at home and study hard for my finals!!! STRESS!!!
okok...i've been messed up these few days, so i dont want to talk about exams!!! ruin my mood anywhere!
i better check my accounts book now, my tuition teacher is reaching my house in half an hour time! cioz!

what a great dinner

2005-04-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LI PING !!! U ARE AS OLD AS ME NOW!!!..EEHEHEH
..not to forget a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DESMOND too..
i just got back an hour ago from a dinner at TELUK GONG..A big thank you to desmond for the dinner...he invited about 18 people and we had seafood there..the food was not bad and i ate quite alot ...we were served with 9 dishes, got fish, sotong,'lala' , chicken, vege, taufu wiv salad, 'lala meehon' and one fried egg...sounds delicious huh?
after that, we sang a birthday song to desmond and he cut the cake...caroline was helping him to cut the cake and he slam his face wiv the cake..LOL!!! his whole face included his spec was stick with the choc cream....even his nose n his ears..LOL.
but, he never get offended by her, he was still laughing and took a few pictures!! lol
anyway,i really enjoy the dinner with so many amazing coll mates and i hope we will have this gathering again..one more month, we are going to be apart..i dont' want to mention so much about that, i really gonna miss my freinds...
guess what, is pretty late now and i'm still online here, i gonna 'ponteng' for econs class tommorow...eheheheeh..omg!! my lecturer is online now and lucky she is putting away...aahhaah
hmm..i wanna end here and go to bed now...

not well...

2005-04-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

it has been such a long time i havent updated my blog...sorry if my english is bad here cause i feel the whole world is spinning now, just got sick, having fever now....
i remember i got sick last semester also, which was one month to exams.i havent started my revision yet and i am damm worried now... i don't feel like studying at all, i cant understand what the hell is all about, esp econs n accounts..
i'm such a brainless bimbo and lazy dumb ass... i feel so threatening now...sob sob...
i'm having stat class tommorow, i'm not sure i'm well enough to go to college or not, hopefully i will recover soon...
my brother is eating assam laksa and fried kuey teu now..the food are so tempting me now....
sigh...dunno what to write here cause i'm not in amood now...got to rest now...bye

what else?

2005-03-28T07:29:00.000-08:00

ok!!! i'm here again!!! i couldnt sleep now because i just had a bowl of mee...it was so scrumptious with the belacan and saulty soup..yummy!!! the mee is made of rice and yes i juz wanted to say, u cant find the noodles in kuala lumpur... is from hometown, sg siput... i've been eating it since i was young, i will never miss it whnever i go back to my hometown...

maybe i shall go to bed now or else i will be late for tommorow's class... i can't understand why i'm alwiz late for the monday class which is a math calss at 9am...thanks to my biological clock waking me up at 7.30am.,i was like''oh is only 7.30, let me have another 5 minutes!'' i was tryin to wake up but i coudnt, since the sun was still sleeping, the cool weather and my cool aircondition room, oh well, not to mention my comfy bed and my soft darling bolster seduced me to have another minute of sleep...by the time i woke up, is already 8.15am!!! my godness!! i quickly took my shower, changed, packed, yeps! is already took about 20 min to do that! and dashed out fromthe house n got inthe car!!! and guess what? the jalan loke yew road was badly conjested and i was late for today clas.... sigh...i vow it wont be happened again...

i'm worried.i'm stress. exams are juz one and half month from now... i scare i iwll screw up my accounts papers...i can hardly understand what the questions want me to do...i really envy someof my coll mates who are just leading to a nonchalant life just like me yet can excel in their studies...people like angie, sara, shi ying, gian wan, sarah teo, foong jin and lots of them... i wish i will be like them but i know i cant compare with them, they were gifted and born to be intellgent. but, if i do not compare , i feel there is no competition in life, well, for me, if i were just aim for a pass fr every paper, i feel there is no point studying for it..y must i be defeated so fast right? seriously i wanna say here, they were those who boost my confidence and thanks to angie and sara who are upright and help me in anyway they could manage... thank u..
ok, stop procrastinating me!!! idiot!!! (me)...arrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i feel so grumpy and i feel like letting out an anguished cry!!!!!

ok...i know i'm bit weird here by keep on mentioning my feeling here..STRESS!! sigh..what to do? that'e me, i'm sinking now, facing the ugly truth now... sigh..
i wanna listen to some songs now which currently are my favourites now.. ok, i'm listening i've never been to me by charlene...oh my, this song really melted my heart instantly, i feel i'm so contented, relax and disarming now..is like i am flying in the sky... her sweet and tender voice blow me away now....a big thank you to DAPHANIE for helping me to download this song.. thank u..

i wish i have some medicine or wine to put me asleep... stop feeling and stop thinking and stop procrastinaing! maybe i shall a consult a doctor tommorow, i wasnt feeling well for past few days till today..i have difficulty in breathing properly, i need to inhale deeply trough my mouth ta make myself feel better...

i just seem like having so many problems here, making a big fuss to myself..sigh,,, WTF?!!!!!!

i hate of being myself sometimes..

2005-03-18T22:00:00.000-08:00

i dunno y i have a sudden urge to blog... well, i just woke an hour ago, and is already 2 pm now... my head is gonna crack and i'm having a very bad headache now....i'm trying my best to get rid off it soon....
well, since the results has been released, i wasn't in amood at all but i'm getting better now...i've the hardest days of my life being so inane and stoopid in making right desicion.
i realized my life is full of doubts and i've been going trough so many uncertain problems till what i am today..
i regret of not doing well for my SPM since i was not being a consistent student when i was in form 5..
so..i've been working quite hard for my alvels..i really want to c my results slip full wiv A's or at least one or two A's... but, i've shown a dismal performance i my studies...maybe, the way i did my revision or maybe the time manegement problems. i think i've worked very hard for it, but actually i was wrong... it was just a last min preparation for the exams, my friends did not do what i did for my exams... they followed the lecturer's phase and they've done alot of exercises before they went to the examination hall. but, i'm totally opposite, i've done all my past years papers and i think i'm well prepared to sit for the exams, what a ludicrous preparation!!! ahahaha..
so, i am still considering which papers i shoud i retake...no words can express how treathening when i was preapring for the exams, i dont want to be threatened again, i dont n i dont want!!!!
that was the hardest pain that i had never felt before...
i'm numb now....sigh....
okie!!! maybe i shall discuss wiv my frens later about the retaking papers...

I'M TRYING TO THINK POSITIVELY NOW, I KNOW IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD YET!! I MUST CONTINUE TO STRIVE HARD , UNDAUNTED BY MY FALL!!!

to be continued...

2005-03-17T09:15:00.000-08:00

anyway..back to today.. supoose me, angie, shan lin, koo sara and gian wan will be going to midvalley..but..after i took my results, i felt so disappointed and i canceleld the plan.. so me shan lin and sara went to strudels which was juz very near our college..
then, we went home after the teatime..
thank god my mom din scold me of what i got for my results, she was quite satidfy also cos i passed 3 of my econs papers... i told her i wanna retake some of the papers, but she told me not to retake so many cause it gonna be very torturing when u wanna prepare for the exams..and exams r juz 2 months from now...
to retake a paper, it costs for 125 bucks!! i really dont want to burden my parents anymore..we are not rich... so i'm thinking to retake which paper..
hmm... i juz got back from a dinner with my friends..they were so kind to celebrate my birthday..we had a nice chat and we took some pictures too..and thanks for the necklace!!! i do like it and i will appreaciate it...thanks..
i wanna stop here and i am dead tired and sleepy now..all i have to say, beacuse of the stoopid results..it had already ruin my mood!! anyway, i felt truly blessed to have so many friends in my life.. if not, i can still feel the pain in my heart now.. ciaoz.

the worse birthday mood that i ever had...

2005-03-17T08:26:00.000-08:00

1st of all, i would like to thank to my friends who wished me on my birthday! i received call at 12.00 am sharp from chui hoon, kok fai, grace, lai theng, li mei, li ping and daphanie... li mei, li ping and daphanie were playing tricks on me..they called me at2 something when i was about to asleep..they did it on purpose..ehehe...then, thanks to my freinds who dropped me a sms by wishing me happy birthday, a abig thanks to shan lin, kher wei and kher yin, wai jin,chee kuen,tzer yeen, chun kiat, sook yee,jia zheng, xiu jing, mee tieng, mun ee, susin, sarah, yu wooi, ling li, kok ming, my cousin, ee leen, swan yen and gian wan. they wished me about 12 something.. so sweet of u all...thanks a million! and today i received birthday wishes from swan wui, pn azwana, sai meng, desmond, chai hoong, pek ling and desmond trough the phone too.. i went to college today and i was so touched that koo sara was waiting for me in front of my class and wished me happy birthday and gimme a big birthday hug, thanks to gian wan and suying also who were giving me a birthday hug too!!! i felt so touched wey! thanks to pui yen, rachel, kian yee,jai me, feng ee, angie, nick, jun may and foong jin for ur wishing today...i felt truly appreciated...
while i was in the class, the news was spread around 'RESULTS WILL OUT AT 2 PM'!! i was so so nervous and felt so shock cause it was announced to be out tommorow..but anyway, my birthday was gone... i couldnt concentrate on the lec teaching.. miss kimmie ended the class early so we went back to main block to take our results..
i dont dare to c my results..i saw some of my freinds results...
they really well!!! congrats congrats!!! they got nothing but less than AN A..it wasnt a low A but they scored almost 100 for every paper!! i really dunno how they did it and i felt so so sad of my results..i almost in tears...
i didnt score A for all my papers...i sastify i passed my econs papers except econs unit 3, i failed! econs is the most hardest paper to score compare to other subjects like math, bio, chem and physic. some ppl can scored very well for their science subjects but they screwed up their econs papers.. i just wondering y??? y the uk examiners are so strict theirmarking? basically, if i were to score econs, is totally impossible for me cos u need a very good command of english and must be well inform of what is going in uk's market. that's y my lecturer said alevel's economics can be considered the toughest one... so so so sad to hear that...they expect us to finish the paper in an hour time..how lame was it? u think i'm genius ar? stooopid!!!!

congratulations to all top scorers!

2005-03-11T07:10:00.000-08:00

well well well!! spm results had released yesterday.. although i was not the one who sitting for the exams.but because of mystrong curiousity, i wanna know some of my juniors results.. according to chee kuen, her sis scored 7 a's for her spm which can be considred a very good results to me... i was wondering and trying to find out how was cheng yee's results, a very good friend of mine who is now in germany..i smsed chee kuen and she told me cheng yee's scored full a's in her spm, 11a's!! i really really felt happy for her and i wanna congratulate her as soon as possible!! despite being a capable head prefect in school, helping school teachers and holding some post in school clubs which made her had so little time for her studies, but this gurl could still manage her time for her studies, tuitions and friends... she was most gracious and i'm sure her parents are very proud of her cause god has granted them such a smart and filial daughter..
another, melissa.i wasn't that cloze to her but i did had a chat wiv her before and i knew her trough grace, she was the member of SGM.. grace rang me up last night and i asked her about melissa's results, she told me she had a superb results by scoring 6a1 and 5 a2 in her SPM!!! AGAIN! i felt so proud of her accomplishment... she felt eternal gratidude to the god since i heard from she did the prayers as often as she could managed..
so, bear in mind, to achieve your heart desires, u musn't be lackadasical approach to your studies and work will full enthusiasm, i bet u will be a succesful person one day!!
am i telling to myself too? eheheh... maybe i am the one should remember this..
time doesnt lags but runs...*blink blink*..my exams are approaching, is just two manths away from now and i'm stilll havent started my revison...so saddening.... sigh!!
alevel's resu;ts gonna out next week...i'm totally messed up these few days..wondering what i will get.. my mind is full with worries now and i was a bundle of nerves when the day is approaching... i have a very strong feeling i willscrew my econs papers!!! sigh.....i feel awkward now...
no matter what, just wait and i will see it soon...
poor me....

i like to watch disney on ice

2005-03-04T08:13:00.000-08:00

went to watch the disney on ice today with grace, grace's friends, desmond and his niece and newphew...it was a great show!!! cinderella, jasmine, ariel, sleeping beauty, belle, mulan and snow white appeared....it reminds me of my childhood time...mummy bought so many fairy tales story books for me and i've seen the real disney characters today!! i took quite numbers of pictures but my stoopid sony digi cam could not be zoomed that far although i bought the most expensive ticket..my seat was at the rinkside so i can see the disney characters quite clearly...
it was a two hour show and after that we went for dinner at jalan pahang... then, desmond sent me and grace's friends home...
i am damm tired now and i wanna sleep now...anyway, i love the show so much and i will watch again nex time...

migrain.

2005-03-03T07:24:00.000-08:00

sigh.. got migrain since yesterday...thanks to the blazing hot sun!!! i was waiting under the hot sun for my mom to pick me up from college... went back and i took a nap, my head started to crack after i woke up from a nap....it was like something pulling ur vain and something hitting my head....damm painful!!! it wasnt the normal headache and u can just take a tablet of panadol to relief ur pain.. i need to take the pain killer medicine given by the doctor, so i took one and it was still not fully cured, i'm still having migrain till today but not as bad as yesterday!!..
u ppl cant imagine how painful it is... but i still can stand la....some people even worse than me...
pn azwana is one of them...i know how suffering and torturing you are!!! pity her...
anyway, i was kinda moody cause miss kimmie has started the new unit for econs..is unit 6, the most toughest unit!!!!
i was trying to grasp what she was talking about international trade...my hazy mind made me hardly concentrate on what's she was lecturing, but still ok la...
we need a higher degree of maturity when it comes to unit 6...like..how's the market inUK? how to influence international trade, cures, pros and cons and bla bla bla...grrrrr....
besides, we need to read more articles to keep abreast of current issues in UK....
there are so many things to do in this little time...sigh...maybe i should go study and stop online..
i dont want to be a brainless bimbo but i cant because i like procrastinating so much..eheehh

hmmm...i wanna stop here...wanna do my stat homework...cioz!

fun friday..

2005-02-25T07:30:00.000-08:00

ok..i just dunno why i like friday..maybe tommorow is saturday so i can sleep till very late and maybe today i have only 2 hours class..
hmm..back to today..chui hoon, teik sheng and i met up grace, lai theng and desmond at desmond's house..but he wasn't at home when we reached his house... he was in one utama accompanied by two chicks running his errands in jusco... he told me he was buying some stupid things..i was trying to figure out what was the stupid thing? then they got home in 15 minutes time and all of us got into chui hoon's car, so i asked grace what did desmond bought just now? guess what? he bought baby's milk and pampers for his nieces..LOL!! shouldnt be the baby parents doing this duty? hahaha...what a caring uncle!!!!
then, our 1st plan was eating babi mee but the shop was close, so we planned to eat bak kut teh at klang...but uncle desmond said he afraid when we reach there that time, the bak kut teh was already sold out..so while chui hoon half way driving, desmond changed his mind to eat bak kut teh at subang..so, that was the last min decision and we reached there in 15 min time...
after we had our lunch, chui hoon sent desmond home and sent grace n lai theng back to kdu because lai theng parked her car there..
i reached home in half an hour time, took a short nap..after that i changed into aerobic atire and went for aerobic class..
alright..i should be doing my homework now and i cant blame myself cause my body is aching me like hell now..i have not been working for 3 weeks, i felt so difficult for me to do the aerobic exercise and i felt very dizzy while i was doing it...torturing man...anyway, i perspired alot and i guess i can burnt out my fats..ekekeke...
is 12.57 am now... maybe i shall stop blogging now and give my poor com a rest..bye!

2005-02-21T08:39:00.000-08:00

i went for a dinner at my mom's fren house at bukit tiara... the main purpose is to celebrate chinese new year..20 tables were arranged outside her house..9 types of dishes are served to all the guests who turned up...i felt so full and felt like vomiting after eating 5 types of dishes..there were 4 more dishes to go, so me and my mom decided to leave earlier because we need to go to visit my uncle at his house.. and i just got back... i was darn bored there..listening to my parents chatting wiv my uncle and i was trying to entertain the my uncle's niece and newphew who wanted to play with me..so, i was like the babysitter..telling them jokes and joining them playing the toys..they were having fun but i was trying to 'have fun' also...ehehhe..anyway, they were cute...
oh ya!!! i missed 9am class today...mrs yang class...my ass is getting bigger and bigger and made me feel lazy to wake up...i woke at 9am, rushed to college without taking breakfast, by the time i reached there, is already 9.30 am..i don't dare to go into the class because i felt embarrased..so my mom dropped me at the main block and i paid my examination fees...then, i waited for chui hoon, xiu jing and jia zheng to have breakfast with me... so, we had our breakfast at ali maju and again i consumed one piece of roti telur and half plate of rice wiv sambal sotong...i pig out alot this chinese new year....sigh...anyway, i got to sleep now, if not, i miss another class tommorow...

a beautiful day...

2005-02-18T09:41:00.000-08:00

well, today has been the most wonderful and the most happiest day for me... i just got back from sai meng's house..it is his birthday today..he invited his friends to come his house and we really had lotsa fun...
we had a nice chat and we giggled all the time...i felt i'm very thankful to have lots of friends since i entered HELP...i realize friends play an ideal role in my life and i hope i can see them in 20 years time and say 'freinds forever'.
ok.back to just now, the real joker, desmond made eveyone laughed hysterically by his lame crack jokes and his silly look...guess what we had? sai meng had rent a steamboat and there are variety of foodto be served to us..so special..
i dont know what to say here cause if i were to tell the whole event this blog will be look lenghty..i just want to say i enjoyed alot today and i'm truly blessed to have so many friends in my life...thanks alot..
i wanna go off now..wanna watch tv..

fire fire!!

2005-02-16T07:53:00.000-08:00

guess what? the mamak stall which is very near my house was on fire!!! i was taking a nap this afternoon and my sister woke me up by shouting 'fire!! fire!! at our neighbour's house!!! '..i quickly dashed out from the house and actually was not my neighbour's house on fire, it was the mamak stall on fire.. she was just exegerating..sigh...anyway, the flame was getting taller and taller and i was afraid of the flame might reach the wyre and cause short short circuit and thus all the double story houses included my house will be on fire...people running out from their house to see the incident..fireman reached in 10 minutes time and they managed to put off the fire...
thank god there are no injuries happen. i pity the owner of the stall who had lost thier belongings..i hope this incident will not be happened again..
got to go now...my bro wanna use the com..

all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy..

2005-02-15T07:14:00.000-08:00

hmm...here i am to crap for another entry...anyway, college has started and life is gettimg more hectic as i expected.. this is the last semester for me to endure my journey with my friends and lecturers in HELP.. this is a short semester and so much things to study and remember..not forgetting this is the tougest semester for me..sigh....
i don't know how to say but i can feel the stress is coming back to me again.. i'm very sick of studying again since i know the outcome will be what i've expected since the beginning of the year.. my memory no longer as good as last time..suffering from short term memory now...
starting from today, my life will be so boring and monotonous and i guess some of my friends will have the same life as me too..i'm bored but i have no choice..
i'm wondering now what course should i do after my alevels..i'm still contemplating whether to take businesss admin or marketing or something else...sigh...
arrr..i shall n bother too much ..i know god will help me to determine my future and leads me to be a better person..no matter what path i take..i know god will always be there for me...

the 1st day of college..

2005-02-14T06:37:00.000-08:00

phew!!! after a couple weeks of holidays, i felt so lazy to go to college again.. i need to get back my study mood not festive mood!! u know..my brain has gone rusty and my body figure now is already out of shape.. i have not been working out for 2 weeks and i was craving for food whenever i felt bored..
ok..back to today, i had math class at 9.00am, i 've set my alarm clock so it can rings me up at 7.30..but i had off the alarm clock n i continue to sleep and i totally forgot i have classes today. suddenly, i was awake and i looked at my clock!! is already 8.30am n i had class at 9.00am!! i quickly bumped up and got myself ready to go to college..i knew i'm going to be late but to my suprise i didnt get caught in a jam and it was so smooth all the way to college..i reached there punctually, 9.00am sharp..
mrs yang started to teach the 1st chapter of math and i was trying to concentrate on her teaching..i was darn sleepy n i guess i had yawn more than 10 times in her lesson, thank god it was only 1 hour class.....
then, we had 2 hours break and me n my friends had lunch.. we were such a glutton, at first we had half foot bread(kind of sandwich) at SUBWAY, after that xiu jing suggested to eat at ali maju which just opposite subway.. i ordered tandoori chicken and i managed to finish it.. terror kan?
i felt so full and we took the HELP bus to send us back to wisma perdana for the next class..
my class ended at 1.30, half an hour earlier!! so happy..i went home and i straightly headed to my comfy bed and i took a nap..i slept from 3 something to 7 pm...i know it sounds piggy but i was dead tired...
i know i can't repeat this anymore, i should sleep early and wake up early and pay full attention when the lecturers are lecturing..
ok..i better go off now, i have 8.00am class tommorow, if not i will fall asleep in miss kimmie's class...

i just got back from my hometown...

2005-02-11T20:32:00.000-08:00

finally i'm back... it has been a dull n monotonous day for me to stay in my hometown..i don't have many relatives and i have only 7 cousins, 2 of them r in UK n the rest are here but i rarely talk to them. i was so bored....
oh ya!!! i wanna tell u guyz!!! i love my grandma n my aunt's cook food..scrumptious!!but, i kinda sick of eating chicken for 3 days included lunch and dinner.. this is the year of rooster!!!!! and we human are the carnivor!!ekekeeek..so evil...
i have put on weight this chinese new year..when i was bored, i felt like chilling something, i know this is bad but i cant control myself because i was darn bored!!!
no matter what, i'm in kl now!!! i'm here to visit all my friends around the corner..eheheehh...

went shopping...

2005-02-05T09:46:00.000-08:00

i bumped up quite early in the morning today as i slept very late yesterday! grace picked me up from my house and we headed to one utama..the traffic was ok but it was so difficult for us to secure a parking... after half an hour searching for a parking , finally we got one!! i dont see many people shopping at the new building due to those outlets selling branded clothes n bags. i was quite desperate because i was in love wiv one halter neck clothe in NAF NAF. it looks elegant wen u wear it but unfortunately it costs 99 bucks for a piece!!!that's too much! i shouldnt spend so much on a piece of tiny clothe unless i know how to earn my money one day! money does not goes on tree, i must bear that in mind!!! hmm after that, me n grace went to an italian restaurant to have our lunch.. the restaurant looks awesome n the food was scrumptious. but your eyes gonna bulge out when u see the price. we ordered a italian herbs roasted chicken and seafood pizza..we managed to finish the half chicken but not the pizza. oh my! i gonna gain weight since i consumed a large portion of the food!!! sob sob.. well, it is going to burn a hole in my pocket after i saw the bill. lucky the food was not bad, if not i will be so sad! right after that, we continued shopping and we got some stuff for ourselves. at night i went to steven's corner to have my supper which i think i going to put on another 1kg! guess wat, i met my colleges friends who came from pj and damansara.what is so special about steven's corner huh? anyway, it was an enjoyable day for me.. hmm.. i shall stop blogging here or else my blog will look lenghty..ciaoz!

tiring day...

2005-02-04T08:57:00.000-08:00

it has been a tiring day for me!!! i have been having bad headache since yesterday... i went to college to pay my fees for my 3rd semester which is really a big amount!!! it is not an easy task for my dad to finance me..after i settle down evrything, i went home but i got to rush out again to pick my sister up from school..after i got home, me my sister and my mom went to midvalley to shop for new year clothes!!! it is so difficult for me to choose a nice baby t since those i like r too expensive.. how i wish i were rich..oh well, dream on. ...we stucked in the terrible jam while we were on the way home...and my mom started to nag in the car!! grrrrr!!! grumpy!!! it was about 5 something when we got home, and i straight away headed to my room to change myself into aerobic attire!!! guess wat? i was yawning while i was dancing!!! so terrible ya? hmm.. isnt it tiring day? and now i still bloging..i shall go to bed now because i have another plan for myslelf tommorow!! hahahaha..